Episode 23: The Aftermath

Once again, I find myself having to explain myself again. I hate doing it. Why don't people just get it the first time around? Here we go again...

I went home straight after work. When I reached home and turned on my PC, someone left a bunch of messages for me to read. Yaay! Someone sure had alot of free time on their hands. Browse through the thing but I got bored and went to take a shower instead. Okay here's the thing, what I posted once again got on your nerves. Fair enough. But tell me, is it wrong to say whats on my mind? It is my blog right? And trust me I never meant to hurt any one's feelings when I post something online. To me, this thing is just a diary of my life for people to read and nothing else. Its not meant to be personal so that's why you don't need a password to read about it.

Now back to You. Let me say you are over-reacting again. Stop making this bigger than it already is. You keeping bringing up things that happened in the past. Explaining that it wasn't your fault, you don't care and you're tired of trying impressing everybody. Haven't I heard all this before? You need to remember this:

1. Its not your fault. Did I even say that its your fault?
2. Stop bringing up matters that happened in the past. I'm over all those things already.
3. Stop being so insecure about yourself.

Get that? So, stop making everything about you. It was never about you, it was more about me. I'm not 19 anymore, I'm 25 and I see things differently. When you realise that and you start thinking more maturely, we'll have that heart to heart conversation that we should have a long time ago. Until then, life & work goes on as usual.

You should do the same.

Sincerely,

Juraimi J.

"You are free to think whatever you want of me. Everyone's entitled to their own opinion."