Episode 44: Technical Difficulties

Did anybody notice that I wasn't online last week? Probably not... My monitor decided to die on me last week. Luckily, my new one wasn't so expensive. It just cost me $208 only. But still, I wish I didn't have to spend that hard earned money.

More problems for me at home & at work. Its all a bit too much for me to handle really. Sometimes, I just wish that I could make them all go away like magic! Sigh...

It was Diana's birthday last week. She wasn't around so I just texted her instead. She turns 20. But something tells me she didn't enjoy it that much...

Finally, something to think about...

Every act of kindness should be appreciated no matter how big or small it is. A little gratitude won't kill anyone. People who like to take advantage of other people are scum. They should be ashamed of themselves. Using people's trust to their advantage; I despise people like you...

Thanks for reading.

This is me.

Judge me & I'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do & I'll tell you off.
Say I'm not worth it & watch where I end up.
Call me a bitch & I'll show you one.
Fuck me over & I'll do it to you twice as bad.
Call me crazy but you have no idea.

Random Thoughts

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.

Episode 43: Mixed signals...

My relationships with some of my favourite people are doing really well and I'm very happy about it. I've tried my best to be a better friend and now I think its finally paying off! But my relationship with a certain female friend of mine has left me feeling confused... She's been giving me these strange looks at me and sometimes I find her to be way too close to me. And when she held my hand, that was the last straw! What is she trying to do? She's already taken but she's acting like this... Do I really need this? Is she doing this on purpose or is this for real?

I'm really not sure about this thing... All I know is for now, I need some distance between me and her.

Episode 42: The Return, Being More Open-Minded & Arm Whacking!

Finally...

I've decided to update this. Actually, I got a lot of things to talk about but I was having trouble deciding whether I should post it or not.

Sigh...

Okay, let's begin...

Faris is back with the team after leaving a couple of months back. I am delighted to have him around again. But, I'm worried that now that he's back, his studies might suffer. He really worked very hard to push his grades up and it will be a shame if it went down again. I hope it turns out well.

Diana told me today that I had to be more open-minded with people. I disagree with her because it depends on who you're opening up to. I don't believe in telling anybody whom I've just met for the first time anything. For me I need to know that I can trust the person first before anything else. Open up your eyes Diana, this is for real. Not everyone can be trusted.

OUCH! All day today, I was hit by the girls at work for no reason. Kak Asmah started it first, on my right arm. Then in the afternoon, Naseem who was visiting also hit me, same right arm! Hey... Later, Diana also decided to join in! First , she whacked me on the same right arm that everyone's been hitting on. And after that, she went to take the clipboard and whacked me with it! What's up with that?!

I don't care! I want to complain about this...

Because people say they're sorry all the time and never really mean it.

My take on Life...

You have to take the good with the bad,

Smile when you're sad,

Love what you've got & remember what you had.

Always forgive but never forget,

Learn from your mistakes but never regret,

People change,

Things go wrong,

Just remember,

Life goes on.

Episode 41: How I feel...

This is the last straw. I don't wanna hurt anymore. And you can tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you like I did before. You're not sorry. Standing there, looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didn't know. But you left me waiting in the cold and I'm tired of being the last to know. So, now you're asking me to listen because it's worked each time before...