Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Episode 102: Hopeful

After my last post, I sat down and thought for a long time. Trying to make sense of what happened and why it happened. This is what I came up with:

Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get. But if you work really hard and you're kind, amazing things will happen.

I've always thought she was the "amazing" thing to have happened to me. Even though she might think otherwise, I still feel the same way now. Seeing how well she's doing, I couldn't help but be a little jealous of her. But its okay now and I can accept that. Life is sure hard for me. Some people just get all the lucky breaks but not me. I have to scratch, claw to get what I want.

So I guess I'll continue to work hard at what I do and be kind to those around me because that's all I can be. Hopefully, someone notices me. And maybe a nice looking girl too!

By the way, I congratulated her but she said I was being sarcastic.

I hate you.

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