I thought that it would be good idea. A mini reunion of some sort. Besides, its been quite a while since we all saw her.
Well, I guess I thought wrong.... Again.
All I wanted to say at that moment just couldn't come out. What's wrong with me? Instead, feelings of bitterness started to take over. Why? I just don't know...
They spoke the whole time while I just sat there silent. Only opening my mouth when needed to, saying half hearted replies. They began talking about their jobs and their love life.
And then it hit me. Slowly but surely I was starting to feel sorry for myself. Feeling pathetic about being me. I don't know if they meant to do it or not but it did happen.
I should have left just now. Regretting it right now...
I swear to God nobody will ever do that to me again. I'll promise myself that.
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