Saturday, November 22, 2008

Episode 49: Ego trip.

Its funny how things can change from good to bad in an instant... Yesterday was a good day for me. Well, sort of... It was fun at least. Today, was the complete opposite of yesterday. Everything that could go wrong did. What a day...

The manager told me I had to pay $50 today. All by myself... I couldn't believe it... I still don't believe it... Just my luck! What am I supposed to do? She purposely put me to work with the new staff all this week. Seriously... It wasn't my fault!! Sigh...

As punishment for covering for my "sick friends" at work last week, I got my originally scheduled 2 off days taken away by the manager. Thanks a lot guys... Can anyone please explain to me why it is always like that? Anyone? Whatever...

All this week the manager got all bossy over a proposed visit by a big shot. Do this, do that... Oh yeah, is he here yet? What the hell! Complete waste of my time...

Its really weird to have these many girls at work. Who's idea is this? Sigh... Its so troublesome. I have to be careful with what I say and do... They want to be "manja" and want attention from me. Its annoying! But Helmi doesn't face this problem. Got to ask him whats his secret...

Does kissing up to the manager really helps you get what you want? Maybe I should try it too...

Manager's kid. Very annoying. Nuff said!

I have to try resigning the next couple of days. I really, really cannot take it anymore! What was I thinking when I asked for everyone opinion on whether I should quit or not... Of course they're gonna say no. They just want to take advantage of me... Ask me to help do their work for them, cover for them when they get "sick", etc... Yeah, I already know...

When ever you feel like your big ego needs boosting, don't come and look for me. I am done with that. I'm tired of telling you things you want to hear just to feed that huge ego yours... I mean why should I? What about me? When was the last time anyone ever done anything for me?

I wish Faris was still around... At least he would hear me out. I miss the times when we would go back from work together and talked about a lot of stuff while on the bus.

Maybe what I need is really someone to talk to...

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