Work has been very stressful for me this week. I just don't want to talk about it. Just thinking about what I've been through this week so far makes my blood boil. Things are definitely not okay. I find the whole situation too complicated to understand. So I just keep it all to myself. Telling people what I really think of them is not a good idea... I can be brutally honest but I don't want to hurt other peoples feelings. But then again, how about my feelings? Don't they matter too?
I keep reminding myself that everything will be fine even though I know its not. Its just one of the reasons I managed to stay this long. Its an achievement that I'm not proud of having. So what if I'm the longest serving staff there?
Despite of all this, there is a bright spot at the end. In a crowd full of posers, followers, ass kissers and attention seekers there are a select few whom I can say I can trust. Just talking to them or spending time with them helps take my mind off things. Thank god for these people...
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