Happy birthday to me... How old am I now?? Sigh... Thanks to all for those who remembered and to those who didn't, well....

I finally settled my court case... I'm so relieved to get that out of the way.

Faris has finally left again but this time for national service. Its always sad to see someone you know go. Good luck to him. I'm sure he'll find the experience very useful. And in the end that leaves only me. Just me. All by myself. Last man standing... Again. Yeah, its all coming back to me... I have to start over again...

Jobs are so hard to get nowadays... They need somebody who is "suitable" or "right" for the job. Whats that suppose to mean? All I need is a chance to show what I can do but now I'm not even going to get that chance. Anybody willing to take a chance on me?

People who use me to get what they want should just DIE. People who also suck up to their superiors should also DIE. You know you are one of them...

Somebody has to teach me the art of moving on. I just can't do it no matter how hard I try... The girl is not even in my life anymore but I still can't forget her. Every song playing on the radio reminds me of her. I just.... can't stop thinking about you...

Today's prayer goes a little something like this,"God, if I can't be happy, that's OK. I probably deserve it. But please make those whom I care about happy."