Episode 81: Thats who I am.

I'm the type of guy that will turn up his radio, not only to prevent others from hearing his screams, but to prevent himself from hearing them too.

I'm the type of guy who keeps everything inside because he can't trust anyone anymore, for he has been hurt too severely too often in the past.

I'm the type of guy who looks, but never pursues. The one who's always quiet, in the corner, watching as others make total and complete fools of themselves.

I'm the type of guy who, once I know you, will help you through anything, even if I don't like you. The type who doesn't like to see people hurt, even though he's hurting so much on the inside.

I'm the type of guy that can make your day when I talk, or smile, because the only way I can survive is to see the smiles on others faces.

I'm the type of guy that gets good grades, even when he doesn't care. The type who will do any dare, just for the rare thrill.

I'm the type of guy that is numb inside, but wears a smile just so people don't see the pain I hide.

I'm the type of guy that puts up barriers so that people can't smuggle their way into my heart and hurt me more than I already am.

I'm the type of guy you can trust with anything, even if I don't trust myself. Any secret will never be told.

I'm the type of guy who hates to get lost in thought, for he is afraid of memories. I'm the type of guy that likes to do things by myself.

I'm the type of guy who is too stubborn to give up, to give into anything, no matter the cost.

I'm the type of guy that is hard, emotionless, hardhearted, apathetic. . . but doesn't let it show. I'm your 'normal' guy on the outside, but your 'not-so-normal' one on the inside.

I'm me. . . that's the type of guy I am.