Broken hearted

I know how it feels. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who sees. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

In my eyes, I only saw you. In my dreams, you were always there. In my loneliness, I ran to you. In my heart, there was only you. Opening my eyes, you saw another. In reality, you were with him. When lonely, you ran to him. In your heart, HE was always there.

Meeting you made my heart skip a beat. Hanging out with you made my heart jump. Getting closer with you made my heart melt. Starting to love you made my heart fill with joy. Loving you more with every passing day made my heart feel the greatest. Taking my love and crushing it slowly and painfully made my heart break. The next time I saw you made my heart break even more. Never talking to you, hanging out with you even being with you made my heart completely destroyed my heart. Trying my best to regain our friendship made my heart pick up the broken pieces.

Girl Facts

1. When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile
2. When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand
3. When she wants a hug, she will just stand there
4. When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
5. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind
6. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply
7. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around
8. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after afew seconds, she is not at all fine
9. When a girl stares at you, SHE IS WONDERING WHY YOU ARE PLAYING GAMES.
10. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever
11. When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future
12. When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that
13. When a girl is mean to you after a break-up, she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever