Conversations #1

Juraimi: You smell very nice... What perfume are you using?

Girl: Victoria Secret...

Juraimi: Oh... So that's what it is.... I was always wondering what it was... A lot of girls seem to like to use it too...

Girl: Is it?

Juraimi: Yeah... So tell me why do you like it so much?

Girl: Hmmm... All I can say is that its simply marvellous!

Juraimi: Really?

Girl: Yup!

Juraimi: Simply Marvellous.....

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I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.

No I didn't forget what happened, I just decided to MOVE ON, that my life wasn't WORTH WASTING away at the thought of possibilities, false hopes and unsettled endings. I stopped waiting around for you to start CLOSING doors, and just confronted every lock and key all on my own. And no I didn't find any answers I was satisfied with, but I found myself, and that's all that matters.