Its been a couple of weeks now... I still feel like crap... Don't know whats wrong with me. People at work are trying to be difficult but I don't want to get involved. But if I don't, I'll end up suffering instead... Things will be better... I'm sure of it.... :)

Stopped by the train station near my workplace to meet up with an old friend and try to do some catching up. We talked about some general stuff... He informed me recently that an old friend of mine was involved in an accident...

It was her...

Seriously, I didn't know how to react... Plus the funny look the guy was giving me, as if he was looking for some kind of reaction from me... He told me that she was hurt pretty bad but her boyfriend was alright. I don't know if I want to believe it or not...

Right now, I'm feeling very angry and concerned with her... I hope she's feeling better and doing well. Pray that she'll have a speedy recovery....

Why do I still have these feelings for her?