"It's hard to sit there and watch you make stupid choices, but the truth is I can't live your life for you. I just hope that one day you'll learn from all your mistakes."

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Episode 113: Angry Eyes.

After a very long time of not seeing each other, with some other friends, they met again. After the two of them were left alone, She finally said,"Please don't look at me with those angry eyes. Please remember that it was you who pushed me to cross the line. You gave me the reason to think that I don't have anymore reason to stay any longer. It was you who's always been very vocal about saying you loved me. I don't say it as often as you did but hey... I stood by you until the very last moment. But why is that when I left, it seemed that everything was my fault when in fact its not just because of me? And now, we are sitting here face to face after a very long time and I can see anger in those eyes, I came here as friend like how we used to be, long before a relationship even started and ended, So please stop looking at me like its all my fault because I am here right now, still single and you are here right now.. attached. Now, tell me its my fault and that you loved me. Yes, I wasn't as vocal as you were but I kept my word the moment I said I love you."

Episode 112: April Fools Day

how was your April fools day?
did anyone get you?

feelings...
why do i still have these feelings for her? it wasn't suppose to end up like this. i didn't plan for it to happen. what should i do with it? this feelings just confuse me... i wish someone would come and take it all away.

work...
I've been working over 200 hours or more every month. its been very tiring physically and mentally. i still find it amazing that I'm still standing sometimes.

today a girl dropped by the store to give me a box of cake. looks yummy...
i mean the cake looks yummy, not the girl looks yummy!
hahaha....

just in case you can't find me next week, I'll probably be in jail...
why? its a long story...