Episode 111:

So, I guess its almost been over a month or so of non-interaction. its kind of weird in a way but I'll just get used to it. But the memories are still there, they won't go away. life without the minahs and the ungrateful girls has made it more quiet for me. less complicated.

work has been crazy. not because of the workload, but more because of the drama that's going on. its funny to see these things happen again. adults should act as adults. show a good example to all. i just don't see it with them. always wanting their way and not looking for solutions. its sad to see that. I've stayed way too long with this company...

the weather's been nice this few days. dark, gloomy,cold... suits me just fine i think.

Episode 110: Kena Komplain?!

Something funny happened yesterday at work. Received a call from the higher-ups. Apparently, someone complained about me! So I asked what they complaint was about. They told me that I didn't give a customer their free magnet.

What!?

A free magnet.

What!?

That's all.

What!?

I couldn't believe it. Just because of a gay looking magnet they complained about me... What is wrong with people nowadays? Complaining about such small things... Theres more to life than some free magnets! Get a life people!

You make me sick!

Episode 109

Now I find myself always alone. You said that you care but you don't. And then when you got what you wanted, you leave and want nothing to do with me. You kept taking and taking and soon there was nothing for you to take.

You were just using me. The whole time. I never even thought you'd be the one to treat me this way. I see how wrong I was and how right everyone else was.

So, I left you and I want you to know that in the end, it wasn’t because I stopped caring, it’s because you stopped being a friend.

Episode 108: Try Again.

I went to apply for a new job again yesterday. Not sure if i'll get it though. Not getting my hopes up on this one, just leaving it to God. But I do hope I do get it. It will sure help out my situation right now.

Fingers crossed!

Episode 107

Just wanted to say that I am a little bit pissed off with someone right now... I can't say who because that person might get upset about it. But it seems like its okay for others to get hurt but not for this person .

Hey, you can say whatever you want about me, think whatever of me, I really don't care. But one point to take note, just don't let me find out about it. I'm really starting to wonder what is going on in that head of yours... You're actually starting to believe all the crap that's coming out from it!

I hope our paths don't cross again cause if it does, it won't be pretty.

Bet on it.

Episode 106: Things I Hope To Buy.

not much to think about here... just a random list of things i wanna get. hopefully by the end of the year, i'll manage to get some of these things...

1. Printer- I've been wanting to get one since forever... but somehow i never got around to actually buy it! time to try again...


2. Shoes- I only own 3 pairs but i have this one pair with its sole peeling off. and its my favourite pair as well!


3. Watch- I have 2 watches. first one is from my dad. unfortunately, the strap to that watch broke! how am i going to get another levi's watch strap in singapore?? the other one was given to me by someone very special to me. but now, she doesn't care about me anymore... so sad.. so wearing it will only bring back memories. i was thinking of getting those huge casio g-shock watches cause they're so cool!! oh, did i say that they're frickin huge too??


4. Handphone/ MP3- Not so sure about these 2 items. maybe, i'll just get newer models of what i have now. call it an upgrade...

so thats it for now.. i'll cancel them off one by one when i get them. anybody wants to sponsor me??

Episode 105: The Letter.

Dear love of my life,

I haven't met you yet, but I am more than anxious to, I haven't kissed your soft lips yet, but I'm dying to, and I'm writing this letter to assure you that you will be treated with the highest respect, and most greatest care. By the time I have met you, I would have endured plenty of heartaches, upset stomachs, sleepless nights, and useless fights. But I promise you those events leading up to our encounter will make you somehow fall for me even more, and will someway make me appreciate you beyond anything I have ever loved. I promise you, that when I fall for you, you'll wish you met me sooner, but there my love, is how this all ties together, the greatest experiences are those you must patiently rely on time, 'cause meeting you will be anything but a coincidence.

Sincerely, your future guy.

P.S. I really can't wait.