Episode 99: Sick

I'm sick of life... I'm sick of all the pointless drama...but most importantly, I'm sick of loving someone that doesn't even know I exist....

Can I get an MC tomorrow and not come to work? Yeah.... like that will happen.

Episode 98: MEANING TO WHAT GIRLS SAY AFTER A BREAK UP.

"I can't believe i wasted my time with him!"
ACTUAL MEANING- i can't believe we ended.

"I don't need him!"
ACTUAL MEANING- I wish he still needed me.

"I'm way to good for him!"
ACTUAL MEANING- I wonder what i did wrong.

"He wish he had this"
ACTUAL MEANING- I wish i had that.

"Whatever he was a bad boyfriend anyways"
ACTUAL MEANING- I can't stop thinking how he hugged me.

"yeah he'll never get another girlfriend like me"
ACTUAL MEANING- I hope he never gets another girlfriend.

"i don't care if i ever see him again"
ACTUAL MEANING- I really hope the next time i see him i look extremely good and he is going to get jealous and want me back.

"yeah, I'm okay that we broke up. i mean I'll get over it, it's fine thanks for caring though"
ACTUAL MEANING- i am slowly breaking inside. Please do not give me any bad news for the next few months. Thanks.

"He is so annoying"
ACTUAL MEANING- i miss how much me and him use to talk.

"Ew he is actually dating her? hahaha ew"
ACTUAL MEANING- Crap. he's dating her? is she really better than me?

"No one would ever want to go out with him"
ACTUAL MEANING- i hope he doesn't want to go out with anyone else.

"God i really hope he isn't at the party"
ACTUAL MEANING- i really hope he is at the party, but only if he notices me.

"I wish he would just leave me alone!"
ACTUAL MEANING- i wish we were what we use to be.

"I just need my girls right now"
ACTUAL MEANING- i need someone to listen to me complain and help.

"i can't believe i went out with him"
ACTUAL MEANING- i can't believe i can't stop thinking about him.

"Good. I'm glad he'll finally leave me alone"
ACTUAL MEANING- i really hope he'll find time to talk to me.

"I was going to break up with him anyways"
ACTUAL MEANING- damn. I'm going to miss him.

A useful guide for the guys. Very helpful!

Episode 97: I miss her

On the days when we are close again, we fall back into doing our secret thing. She looks at me, or I look at her, and we both smile, and she smiles her special smile that I used to think was just for me. But I bet she does the secret thing with him too, and any number of other guys that she flirts with nowadays.

I just can't stop thinking about her...

Episode 96: Being truthful.

I don't have time for fake people. I don't care for those girls who only talk about their hair, their clothes, or which boys they've dated. You've gotta be real. Don't complain about how much you hate someone, then talk to them like your best friends. And when you don't like a guy, tell him. Don't lead him on pretending you do, then hurting him in the end. Or if you do like a guy, tell him. Don't play hard to get. If you don't like someone, tell them. Walk right up to them and slap them across the face for all I care. And if you do like someone, tell them before it's too late.

I've actually met someone like this before... I wonder how she's doing now?

Episode 95: Moving On...

"Don't waste your time on an old relationship. It didn't work out for a reason, and if it ended once.. it will end again. People don't change, no matter what anyone may think or say. You may have been in love, but when you find someone else you realize how much happier your are with them. You may sometimes think that you want what you had back, but don't go back to the people that have hurt you.. they will hurt you again. Love can be created with someone new, it just takes time."

Is it really that hard to move on with your life?

Episode 94: The Secrets Of Happiness?

1. Worry less.
2. Smile more.
3. Accept criticism.
4. Take responsibility.
5. Listen & Love.
6. Don't hate.
7. Embrace change.
8. Feel good anyway.

I'm giving it a try.... Who knows? It might just work for me... You should give it a try too...

:-D